april is my favorite month

it has been almost 20 days since my last blog post, and a lot has happened. i'm starting to chip away at my english homework, and i'm starting to become more stable in english as a whole. we do have a presentation coming up, which is annoying, but i find a guy that is in our group to be even more annoying. why must you put him in our group, mr nejame? anyway

i'm doing better now. still not amazing. but i think the january to march depression time period has ended. that's what i love about april. such a refreshing month. anyway, i'm starting to accept things for what they are. it wasn't meant to be sometimes, but that's ok. there are people down the road for me, and while it is painful, i must be resilient enough to WAIT. and i think i'm finding the strength to do so. 

ANYWAY! there is a solar eclipse happening on monday, at conveniently the same time we get out of school. if someone burns their eyes i will laugh so hard. ivan alien stage fucking died. now i feel like i'm being haunted by him X( whatever i just hope he is happy wherever he is with sua and hyunwoo. i wish i could draw them all together but i don't have the skill. speaking of skill, i'm currently trying to build motivation to write a fanfic rn. kaveh and nahida deserve to interact!

uhh. that's about it. happy april everyone.

will post the fic link when i write it eventually (cmon michelle get to writing!)