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This week kind of sucked.

I relapsed Monday night, causing me to go into a manic state of panic. I had to wear long sleeves this entire week. I wrote a bit more in the book my grandma got me, which has sort of helped.

I'm so tired of these fucking medications. They don't help me for shit.

This week, I got into Slipknot and some heavy metal bands. Honestly, I don't really regret it. A few of my Amazon packages came in as well, like my keyboard, monitor, and CPU. However, I had to wait an extra few days to get a plug that would actually work with my monitor and CPU. It was fun to set up a new device. Yesterday (the day I got the plug), I played Postal 2 for the first time. I got too busy in it, but managed to download large games like GTA IV. As I'm typing this TF2 is still downloading and so is Dying Light. I've already put this computer through too much. Imagine being a new desktop running Roblox, Steam, Chrome, and Spotify all at once while trying to download two 22 GB files, whilst having an active Discord group chat open.

So maybe this week turned out better than I thought.