schoolgirl -- osamu dazai

"Really, I don't know which is the true me. What ever will I do when there aren't any more book to read, or when I can't find another role model to imitate? Probably just wither away, helpless and sniveling profusely.."

"It must be easier to relax when someone told you who you are and what to do."

"If someday I could live a military life, and be disciplined harshly, then I just might be capable of being a self-contained, beautiful daughter.."