how i've been i guess

just writing what's been up with me

so first, I made some new friends. there pretty cool, Sandra, Olivia, Penny, and Lily Sandras pretty cool she goth I like her, penny's preppy and so are Olivia and lily.

i left my band, me and my friends are making a vlog channel. just trying to distract myself.

i never noticed but I always pretend to be a boy online, but I'm a girl. I've always wanted to be a boy, that would be sooo cool. and I could like. dress like a boy and stuff. I'm sad I'm a girl.

i broke up with my girlfriend, I think I like boys. but I don't feel straight like at all.

is that weird?? anyways I've been dressing up more, I like button ups and jeans. I've never liked girly clothes. never ever, but I think that's because I wanna be a boy. i don't know if Im trans or just confused.