jun togawa

I've been really thinking about jun togawa's song; tsuki tsuki daisuki ( 好き好き大好き ) it's definitely my favorite song from her, I mean I know it's her most popular but I can't get over her raw expression on love beyond the ordinary. 

I was reading a little more about her thoughts on this song in particular. She talks about wanting "fierce greed for a love that would go beyond this romance". How in past relationships she felt like she was the one that had stronger feelings and how she had to repress that until she got into the relationship that made her create this song. 

I feel like this now, how I feel finally free to love the way I want to without having to hold back. A constant growing feeling that starts evolving itself into something more violent, a love that exceeds itself to where you can't stop yourself. 

I want to express more than average sweet love, that's too common to find. I want to show that person how I love beyond what's acceptable.

Maybe it's extreme but it's that freedom where I'm allowed to show a deeper side of me without being judged. Where that same sick love is reciprocated.

I'm in love.