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lost and confused
I'm not entirely sure what to do
I lost my words
I cant speak
my sentences aren't fluid
I cant think
I don't know 
there are no words to describe what I feel
the only way I can is
"the feeling is so sickening, a heavy soul, a heavy heart, nauseating when you give it thought, but its a feeling you cant ignore, I cant take it, my chest is weighed down by the sheer force my mind suffocates me with"

I don't wanna think anymore
how can I be so numb yet in so much pain
I want it all to go away
happiness doesn't seem tangible
crazy to say but
I might never get better