happy?

I think I feel happy, or at least these past few weeks...

it's hard to understand my feelings and a proper way to address them but i think that im trying my best despite what myself doubt says.

I've dyed my hair pink and yellow, like my favorite moth, the rosy maple moth.

I've also gotten some gifts for my birthday that I feel are actually fitting my likes and hobbies rather than some pair of socks that are the worst texture known to man. sherpa.

I also graduate in less than 7 weeks.

I'm scared.

but trying to be hopeful

i hope if anyone, someone, reads these dumb blogs from a random person on ther interent that they at least feel some comfort in knowing that its okay to be scared when starting something new.