Being more active here

As someone who's kind of into more older/retro tech, I do kind of want to be more active in here, but I have started to become more socially withdrawn. I find it harder to talk to people irl after a very devastating moment in my life began, that I for the most part, would not want to really delineate to anyone. Other than that, I am kind of glad I finally have gained traction with my writing, but everything now feels so hollow while I feel more alive than ever.