Poetry/Journal — #1

Left and right, idiots and smarts, unfortunately in this world dumb can't act smart but smart can act dumb. So I try to keep calm, no emotion to not be pointed out as a dumb, and people underestimate that. I sit tall and speak back, I'm arrogant, I slouch and take it, I'm an idiot. I act like myself and I'm weird, I act like someone else and I'm a copy-cat, I don't act like anything and act as if I was an object, I'm attention seeking. And so I'll act like an animal, surely there's nothing to be told to that? Right? I'm a now a weird, disgusting, attention seeker. I'll sit tall and act like the normals, but I've ran out of ideas.. What are normals?