vent? tw: s**cide

ive been thinking of ending it all

i live on the 9th floor and have 2 huge windows in my room

sometimez i stare @ them and think ab what would happen if i jumped out

and ive been thinking of writing a s--cide/d-ath note bcuz i have a surgery soon and if anything happens i want my friends and fam 2 know what im feeling and thinking

and if the surgery goes right im prob gonna kms anyway

i dont plan on living past 30/27 :P

but ye this is js a rant and if u know me irl no u dont