WELCOME 2 MY BLOGGG!!!

Hey guyss!! so, ik nobody actually reads my blogs n shiz but i'm deciding to begin to blog on here bcs i tried tumblr and that nded me up on TW!!!;; edtumblr posts so yeah also i'm in recovery 4 that now soo... KOOOOLLL!! But anywhos...

My name is ELII i'm 15- almost 16, don't b creepy. My life isn't that interesting and cool or anything but I decided I may aswell pick up a few hobbies so I'm not just bed rotting all day and I mean blogging has always helped me with personal issues and just getting shiz off my chezt in general so... we're here!! so anwyas welcome to my lifelong drama-- (also people ik irl if ur seeing this hi, ik that isnt my real name but its a playoff of my middle name so shshhshshsh, online safety my friends-- digital footprint. I'm gonna be using this platform as a safe space and a cringe-free zone where i can authentically post abt shiz i wanna talk about.. either just a blurb, rant or shitposting, i'm gonna try to dedicate myself to doing that!!)

ANYWHOOOOO00-- heres the actual drama okokokokok..

 hiiiii-- ok so today i stayed home from school. we just got over the long easter break (If u celebrate, happy easter. if not i hope u had a good relaxtation period!!) I'm not sick but i've been telling my mom that I am. So yesterday my partner and I got into a silly little quarrel and i was being an idiot since im shy and like to corner myself into things that are bad because im a people pleaser or smth like that YADADADDAD anyways... that happened so it left me feeling really shitty also i had a very high level of anxiety happening that day so it was not a good day for me (did a good shower and everything to waste it all on  a shitty ass day >:((. ) anyways getting off topic, yesterday this girl who legit assulted my bff and was really weird to me like touched my arm all weird grabbed my wrists and yk like personal space shit that i was insanely uncoumfy with came up to me and tried to initiate a bff hangout supreme of some fkn shiz like tha........ mind you she is a TOTAL STRANGER. like wtf weirdo g e  t     a  w a y     f r o m    m e . anywaysss so that whole interraction really threw me THE F U C K  off and ruined y day and now im rlly scared to go to school. so ig today u could count off as a mental health day since im not actually sick or anything. idk just ranting abt that.. also i applied for a job and i am STILL waiting for the email back bcs the guy met with me and said hed mail me YESTERDAY with deatils and he still hasnt so idfk but yayayayya. anyways im done with my little blog shitpost rant thing or whatever also u should listen to the song immaculate misconception by motionless in white.. shit H I T S. 

okok bye!! remember to eat regularly, drink water, take care of yourself and stay cool! cya>;3

---- SKULLZ