[UPDATE] Sooo... we might actually move to texas. BF has in-person interview there next week.

i'm hoping it falls through cause i cannot stand this place any longer and want to start fresh at a new apt in a new city

just.. big big changes cause depending on if his interview goes well, I'll have to hussle to a) set up a new apt b) sell my car c) plan our trip and d) pack/sell/discard a lot of our shiss. 

but if it doesn't gowell then i'll have had my hopes up for nothing, which could worsen my depressive state.

the current state we live in is just impossible to live in it's too expensiveand too toxic

we would save, and thrive,and have actual financial hope for our future(s) both together and separately, if we move.

BUTgood news my lil chi boy is getting fixed in two weeks - so yay! 

i'll keep you guys posted