Trans Rant #2

So I'm in school rn and I just had to take a damn Holland Paper assignment thing and it was going go so far no "state your gender" mumbo jumbo. Now I would under regular circumstances just choose male like I do whenever it comes up anywhere else. BUT at school, it's different because I was sitting in an open seat (a seat where the whole class and see your screen from behind) and people who were done were instructed to sit and wait for everyone else and you know what these bitches do? Look on others' computer screens to see who is done. So with this knowledge in mind, I go to take the extra optional part of the test. It was a damn mistake. There it was the thing I was trying to avoid. "State your gender!" right there at the end of the test and before I put anything in I hear "Look (deadname's) practically done!" Shit, oh fuck, god damn it their watching me so now I can't put male (because people will talk shit and I'm not out to people at school except for my few selected friends) and it had the option to say if you're cis or trans :(

FML