in my Christian bagg🎀

Lately ive been going through a lot and i didn't know here else to go. Like i'd been really lukewarm and i tried not to be, but its like a drug that i couldn't get over, until i did. During my religion class my teacher was talking about the start of Easter and Holy Week. If you don't know what Holy Week is i recommend you do ur research on it because it truly turned me. Not only as a person, but also my relationship with Yahweh and Yahshua. While she was talking about what Jesus did, my heart was touched and i was js like ykw....im gonna stop cussing. I told my friends im gonna stop cussing, they didnt believe me at first, but here i am now. My tiktok feed has changed again, i pray everyday in the morning, and try my absolute best at night, and im trying to start a schedule where i can still do my day-to-day things, while still including a portion of my day dedicated to God. And another thing why my friends didnt believe me, is i used to sin A LOT..like it was crazy. It wasnt anything like crimes, but i was definitely fitting the "ghetto black girl" stereotype. What i mean by that is, i used to fight with people a lot, i was really loud, very aggressive, lazy, fast(trying to be grown e.g. trying to dress ahead of my time), i was cussing A LOTTTTT like im talking about every sentence it would be about 5 cuss words in it, andddd i was so rude😬. But listen...when I tell you..trying to my Christian bag and opening my doors to let the Holy Trinity take me? Was the best decision i've ever made. Yes it was hard at first, but now im getting through it like a champ👑. Yes it is scary when these videos about h3ll come up on my fyp, but those videos are why i keep fighting no matter what. No matter the temptations, i fight through them and find ways to build a relationship with my Lord God, and pray for me and for the ones who need it. So take this blog as an example that God does change people and if your ever wondering about taking a change, and trusting in God, never second guess it because he is always there waiting on you. Have a blessed day.