I hate school

I fucking HATE it here.

I am currently at school right now as I am writing this. I don't wanna go here anymore. and here's why...

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I can't be myself without 1 or more people judging me for it. that's all. I wanna stim. I wanna be loud, I wanna make weird jokes with my friends that only WE would get. I wanna express my love for my interests without anybody thinking I'm weird. I wanna do something without people batting an eye towards me.

I just wanna stay at home and feel comfortable being myself online because that's the only place I feel like I can be myself. that's why I enjoy the weekends and or long breaks away from school. Because I don't want to be here.

I miss home. I stay there whenever I get the chance.