୨୧ ˚˖⁺ — ⌜ moving on!!! 」— ˚˖⁺ ୨୧

hey, blog! I haven't been on here recently but I'm back and today I have some things to talk about. How do you move on from someone you wanted to be the one? when does the yearning and missing them go away? I know with time I'll heal but it's tough. I miss them every day. every night. I want them back but I know they aren't good for me at all. So why do I still feel like I need them? it hurts knowing that they're a stranger with my secrets and a piece of my heart. it hurts having to let this person go when I still have all this love to give to them. I'm not done loving them. even now after being apart I still love them, but why? I keep asking myself why? why do I still care? why do I still want them? why do I still think about them? I have all these what if's and why's but no answers and that's all I want. I just want answers, I want closure, I want them to admit their wrongs and apologize for not doing it sooner. I just want the truth and answers so I can put my mind at ease. I know I probably won't feel like this for long but since I'm feeling it now, does it ever get better? will I eventually stop missing and yearning for them? I hope I will soon. 

until next time blog! cya ୨୧