Diary Entry 42

Dear Diary,

          Today is trans visibility day!!! But it's also easter?? What the fluff!!! Is it possible to pick an even WORSE day for trans visibility day!! Yeah!! Let's be obligated to visit our transphobic families ON THE SAME DAY where our trans are visible!!! That stinks really bad does it not?!

          For anyone who DOESNT know me!! I am a trans woman, I never really speak about it because I don't want my whole personality to be "look at me go!! I'm trans!! I do trans things!!! yipee!!!!"

          Today is the worst!! I want to buy my favorite food and sit around for my trans visibility day, I wanna chill and eat my fav foods but how am I supposed to do that when everything is closed for easter (all my favorite food places are closed that is). Anyways!!! I actually don't know how I will end this diary entry... OH YEAH!!! Like everyone is ignoring me the past couple of days!!! Don't they know that I starve for attention!!! I love attention, why won't anyone talk to me!! Pay attention to me!!! I wanna play games and talk to people!! I wanna kiss!! I wanna be touched!! AND MAYBE SOMETHING EVEN MORE!!! ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE SOMEONE HAS BEEN ROMANTIC WITH ME I MIGHT EXPLODE!!11!1!!!

          Well whatever!!! I guess I am just doomed, I hope I make some friends real soon, I only have one friend. My friend visited my family for easter and they THANKED HER for being my friend because I literally haven't had a friend for 6 years!!!! IT WAS SO EMBARASSING!!! Gosh I am so so so so so embarrassed!! I think that's all the blog I have for me today, bai bai diary.

Sincerely, Miki