sleep deprivation

today i fell asleep at roughly 10 something in the morning with the sun coming in through the blinds after being up all night for no particular reason, passed out for a bit, then was woken up by my dad at around 12:45. my godfather (dad's brother) dropped by to bring me my easter cake and it was nice to see him, i guess (or i guess that's i should say, what i'm supposed to--it's not like it's untrue, but i couldn't look you in the eye and tell you it's true, either) but mostly it just made me think about how little i know him and about how overwhelmingly i fail at being human, at feeling the things they're supposed to feel and forming and fostering the relationships they are meant to form and foster.

if god made us in his own image do you think he hates his reflection as much as we do ours