Life Update: 03/30/24

I've been gone for a while. I had a week full of Oscar movies to watch, then HorrorHound, Pennsylvania and finally a FOB concert. While I was in Pennsylvania, I realized how much different life is outside of where I live. My town mainly consists of snobby drunks and drug addicts, so I'm used to shitty people with shitty behaviors. I was sitting there, disconnected with the most perfect view that I could've had in those moments. I actually felt real silence without a human being in sight. I felt isolated and calm, and that completed my brain puzzle that I've been trying to solve for years. 

I feel much better than I did, but now I am back in my hometown, working the same bowling alley with the same crowd of snobby drunks. I miss Pennsylvania, but I think that inspires me to move from where I am. I've been meaning to write shit that matters to me for some time, and I have something that's been in the works for almost a decade now. I think it's time to move forward.

Anyways, so I guess I'm feeling sort of inspired? I wanna go back to the gym and work on myself too, so maybe I'll do that. Anyways, here's this... messy ass blog that I didn't really care to organize. Messy thoughts lol.