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ok so like life sucks ass rn just in general ig my parents always misgender me, and get mad at me, i try so hard to be a perfect kid and student and im good and i work hard but its never enough i just cant ever be good enough for them and im an only child so the pressure is completely on me and i can never do anythjng good enough for them. along with that school is so fucking stressful and my bf is kind of an asshole and i feel like a horrible person whenever i talk to him but i love him at the same time and everything is so stressful and TW: sh- i really really really wanna relapse but im just over 2 weeks abd i wanna make it a month ifk im just so tired and i can never do anything right its never enough for fucks sake i just wish i was dead. then my problems would be gone and i wouldnt be a burden or annoying and people could be happy once im finally gone because god fucking knows that everyone hates me or something idk i just cant do anything right and thats always shoved in my face that im different and ill never be what i really want to be. ill never be a real boy and ill never live a happy life if i even make it past highschool. whatever.