Recently..

(I would video this in my car but I dont have one)

I just spent 3 hours eating a chiefs choice thing, I don't remember what its called but its where you have several courses of food and you don't know what the chief is gonna give. Anyways I legit just threw tf up, im not sure if im supuoncouisly leaning back into bulimia or just because I ate so much fucking shit, ngl a lot of it was dairy so I guess it was probably just that.

Also I should be doing my homework rn but im just vibing listening to music while writing my first blog!!!!

Im also failing english the teacher, lets call har Mrs. Barf for the sake of anonism (like keeping her name anonymous but idk how the spell so kys) anyways shes such a fucking bitch and shes pregnant!!!! If she cant handle a few highschool kids for an hour and twenty minutes then how the fuck are you gonna raise a baby you dumb bitch, I hope her water breaks in front of the whole class while shes presenting one of her stupid the lesson plans to us.

Also i'm in love!!!... with several guys... who looked at my a few times... erm anyways maybe ill address my love life later since its been pretty empty and ngl im like so delulu and desperate rn :(

Also speaking of my sad love life I havent fucked someone in like six months and im pretty sure that makes me a virgin again because I heard after not having sex or wtv for a long amount of time that it kinda just resets or smting? Idfk tell me different if im wrong. 

Anyways besides being sick and lowkey deprived of attention Im on vacation and in cali rn, and OMG this dumb loser ass rug rat ginger piece of shit little spawn (child) who sat infront of me on the plane spilled his fucking apple juice on my backpack bc my backpack was under his seat and now its like lowkey crusty asf, also because I few days ago I had dry shampoo AND hairspray and both of them like punctured somehow DURING SEMINAR WHICH BTW IS MY LEAST FAV CLASS BC OF THE PEOPLE IN IT!!!! And I had to quietly attempt the clean the disgustingly fragrance liquid leaking into puddle from the bottom on my backpack during class without anyone noticing...

anyways one last thing, yall rly need to stop fetishizing emo/scene boys its rly not cute or the vibe, like especially when it comes to like kicking out mental health POC, trans, or fat ones, and if your just into that ONE sterotypical type, then your not into emo boys your into skinny/pale guys who dress in black like bruh... 

bye <3