Life? Like what.. lol

Last year today I was in a semi, with my crew studying my bachelors. Now I am sitting at a desk in my home office with my dog on my lap. I feel like my life did a 180, I do not know if that is a good thing or not yet. I am so glad to have spacehey. I think this is exactly what everyone needed. I need to learn how to do everything I used to be able to do though. I hate even looking at facebook now. I see people who have been freinds for years, yelling and calling each other idiots. I hate it. As much as I said I hate people when I was young, I really do love people and want people to be happy. I like having friends with all different beliefs. I think that helps us learn from each other. We can't all think alike. Yet now that it feels like everyone is fighting, no one is learning. So I just shrink back and work on myself. Work on my fitness. I want to be a pro bikini competitor next year. Simply because I think that will be fun. I wan't the journey, because I am learning to love my body. The scars on my face, the stretch marks. the hair not working how I want it to. The hips not being as strong as they used to be. I think 2021 is my year of self love.