GRRAAAH

I fucking hate EVERYTHING!!! I'm so fucking desperate for love, a relationship, OR JUST A COMPLIMENT ON MY LOOKS THAT ISN'T FROM A GIRL OR FRIEND. I've tried makeup, tall shoes, revealing clothes, NOTHING HAS WORKED. I've spent entire MORNINGS perfecting outfits, makeup, and hair, AND NOBODY FUCKING MENTIONS IT!? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG? WHY DO I HAVE TO ALWAYS BE THE WEIRD KID??? WHY CAN'T I BE HOT AND POPULAR??? FUCK. IF YOU HAVE ANY TIPS, ANY TIPS AT ALL, PLEASE LMK🙏🙏