3.10.2023

And here i am being absolutely sure that i am in fact emotionally damaged. You are waiting for my text back for like 7 hours now and even tho i feel compassion towards you, i will respond tommorow. You want my eggplant, i want somebody's tenderness. Somebody's warm arms. You are a great host, cook, friend, cuddler, but I am tired. The fact that i am not head over heels for you feels like an accomplishment. You would maybe treat me well, but when I even have to question if you would be loyal…

I need someone who is sure about me, so I could be sure about them. I don't want to question intentions of my partners, but I was always made to.

That's why you trigger me so much. It doesn't matter how much time we spend together, you will always want me for my body. For your fantasies.

I want to be loved by my partners.