MEDICAL CRAZE .

The systems failed me for so long I don't know what to think , I believe there's about 15 doctors involved in my case now because no one will listen . The stress keeps piling up and it's getting to me . I need to get my mental and physical health under control while I keep up with my studies ( some classes are university level btw ) because something's triggered a flare up. I also have to maintain my daily dog walking and look for a part time job , all while everywhere I look I'm triggered for no reason . I don't even know what made me this way anymore . I don't  want to communicate , I love being alone but I hate feeling lonely , I'm just a lost cause .