i want to *ੈ✩‧₊˚

i never want to forget the nights like this --

the ones where we're still young and unsure

of if we're alright or how the world works.

clinging to your body like a lovelorn child

and it's okay because you like it that way.

to love and be loved 

being all we need these days.

what if the time runs out? what if the trepidation in me gets too loud to make sound?

could you love the girl without a voice?

could you love her without limits or sway

when she cries on the floor and rips her hair away?

the bruised angel who can't trust a thing -- the manic pixie who pouts on her knees.

could you love me? 

if you could see without a filter in the film, would you long for who you thought i'd be?

we think we are the exception to the people who die too soon.

as if illness can't creep in me and rot in you.

as if life in the sun favors us more than death under the moon.

i can't believe in you. 

i want to. i want to. i want to.