I miss him dearly but I h8 him and nvr want to see him again :/

idk my ex was there for me when I tried to kms back in october but he since became really emotionally and physically(!) abusive so I left him but now I'm left with this bottomless pit feeling in my chest.

I hate that I have to see him around still because we go to the same university.

I hate him... I hate him so much.