Trans Rant #1

ok, so welcome to trans rants part 1 this is a space where I rant while being trans these will include drama, sass, cursing, and maybe some violence depending on how life is going at the moment

Alright so let's start off with my ex today shall we? So me and my friend W (oh and for obvious reasons no names will be said just letters) were talking about random shit getting good laughs in, making fun of the "popular" girls peeling spray tans. When the topic of boyfriends came up because my ex sitting across from us. She was telling us about how toxic and controlling her boyfriend is, so W, being the supportive baddie she is caring about my ex asks her if she plans on breaking up with him because he is bad news. And do you know what this bitch said? "I mean idk probably not." Me and W look at each other and laugh it off because we have no control over my ex's dating life. Then we start eating again and me and J start a convo and W joins in. Then a couple minutes later W decides to start asking my ex about her toxic boyfriend and my ex says "yeah, he's my type for sure" while looking at me. This whole time I've been thinking about this I'm taking the biggest step back fr because she said her type is blue eyes, tall, someone plump, and... basically white. So I'm over here side eyeing her because I'm short af, black, dark brown eyes, not stick thin but thin, and blacker than the inside of a damn chimney. Like bro what did you think I was when we were dating? Your adopted dog??? how could you change types within 3 damn days??? Yes yall she got with this man so fast after we broke up AND they were talking "platonically" while we were dating.

IM SO DAMN HAPPY TO BE GAY FR BITCHES BE CRAZY AND I WAS IN DENIAL IM GLAD I PULLED MYSELF OUT *cries*