Embarrassed...(◞‸◟ㆀ)

There's something I've been really embarrassed about for awhile...

Ever since I graduated highschool last year, I haven't really done anything productive in my life. I've essentially been a NEET for nearly a year, being provided for by my mom and partner despite being an ADULT. I don't go to college, I don't work, and the only things I really do are go on the internet and sometimes hang out with my friends maybe once or twice a month. I'm probably going to go to college, but what about after that? Am I just going to be a NEET for the rest of my life? I admit that it's pretty nice not having to go to work, but I still feel guilty.