From approximately February 20 to March 22 I was taking the entrance course to enter the university and study geography, it was not easy emotionally, but it was achieved.
The first day I had to go to sign up I couldn't say a word by myself, my mother had to go with me because I didn't know what to say or do.
When I finally signed up for the entrance course I found myself in the typical situation of having to ask about the classrooms I would attend (luckily there were only 3), the simple fact of having to introduce myself and having everyone stare at me was embarrassing. The only redeemable thing about my first day as an applicant is that I met a pretty boy who will be taking the subjects with me, in addition to the fact that I and several students almost died on the bus when we were going home.
When I got home and almost got lost on the way, my mother had asked me how it had gone, and I told her that it was horrible, not because I had to show up, but because I was not psychologically ready to enter university (It should be noted that I wanted to take a year off now that I had finished high school, but pressure from my mother made me end up signing up for a career that I don't even know if I'm going to like), I even remember that as soon as I got home I went to my fourth and I started crying about it (lol).
As expected I had several problems socializing due to my shyness, I barely had the courage to ask to be in a group for the final project, but leaving that aside, I haven't talked to almost anyone, and I still don't have any friends, I'm trying to show that I am a normal girl, I don't show my tastes out of fear, I just hope that now that I know a little I can talk to someone.
I also learned to put the email that I created when I was 13 to good use, and that led me to install several applications to be able to organize myself, a good habit in my life, I suppose.
For the last week, after several delays and transportation problems, I managed to finish the group work and the second, which I did alone even though the idea was that it would also be done in a group, but I had no idea about that since I was alone. I had attended a class from that commission because I didn't know where I was going, which ward I had to go to on certain days and I hadn't met the tutors either, even so I passed, yay.
I met a lot of teachers that I will see in my next subjects, although they all have a similar way of teaching, I think they all have something that stands out, I think.
Tomorrow, March 26, I will officially begin to be a regular student, I will get to know the library and I will have to adapt to the new, heavier schedules. I honestly hope that nothing seriously affects my personal life or my younger brother. I am afraid of having to be away from him for so long, but entering university so early was not my decision.
Sorry if there are spelling errors, I'm not American.
- Brandy.
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