wat u wanna know about me

im jr (JAY-AR , J.R. NOT JUNIOR)  im a quiet guy who likes loud music >x3

i dont think im rly that intresting , i got no ambitions no money no life but im enjoying it anyways. i wont fall for that "ur only worth wat u earn" bullshit cuz i sit in the grass on a nice day and let the bugs crawl on me or walk in a heavy snow on a winter evning when its silent freezing and dark and i know where i belong ,

im a fairy (but not the gay kind x3) but see the magic where most ppl dont look, or wont look

im allso a dead boy

so the way i see things is diffrent and ive allways been an odd one, i dont make friends easely, but im not a mean person. just wierd

ill clarafy about my age that im adult much over 18 lol but my brain got fucked up growing up so i never quite maneged to grow up after 16 xD;

basicly the real  term is ageslider or regress i think but i dont get that stuff (yes i been diagnosed -.-) so i dont fuck with it and i just am who i am

ok on to stuff i like 👍

more spesificly then whats on my profile anyways

ive allways escaped with music, i only wish i got the chance to learn how to play guitar and drums , but its sumthing im going to do sumday sumhow‼️  metal is my favrite for the emotion, the range of styles and stuff.  but i like a LOT of genres

VENDED is my top band dude i got to see them in concert october 2023 and fist bumped the drummer simon crahan x3 and ALLMOST got to meet griffin taylor after the show but they had to pack up and go to the next place , DAMN!!!

heartsick opened for them and they were amazing check them out if u like to support smaller or local artist and bands. the energy they put out during there shows and u can see and feel the passion from all the members

heartsick allso opened for TAPROOT in november 2023, they been a favrite of my dads sinse they started in the 90s and now there in my top 3 with vended and slipknot. stephen richards the lead singer is a cool guy ,engages with th audience is super funny and the style of his music is so unlike anything ive heard before. there allso a smaller band even tho they been around awhile and there sound inspired other bands of the time (sum of which got alot more populer) so PLS CHECK EM OUT‼️‼️‼️

SLIPKNOT like i said is in my top 3 with vended and taproot. ofcourse there early stuff is some of the best but i dont agree when ppl say they suck now. plus most ppl who complane about there music now say its "to political" and i need to ask u chuds WHEN HAS SLIPKNOT NOT BEEN POLITICAL ?! fuck sake they been outspoken aganst injustice and coruption sinse the beginning and i think the end, so far was banger after banger. to each there own tho

allso if u like rap check out SK NOVA . hes my younger brother and has alot of talent and im not saying that just cuz hes my brother, he actully is rly rly good. he raps about his life his experiences and things happening around the world. if theres one thing i can say about my brother its that hes true to himself , And i am so proud of him. so  pls give him a listen and if u like his stuff support him if u can buy his music

my dream conserts would be: slipknot, taproot (again xD), vended (again but a larger venue i know they got it in them to make it big) , foo fighters, corey taylor (allmost got to see him but he had to cancel his tour ;.;), colin hay, ben harper, pearl jam ,heilung , wardruna, apocalypse orchestra, mustard plug (fun fact my dad an aunt went to highschool with a few of them), kmfdm

and if i could go back in time: tracy chapman, dobie gray ,bob marley , nirvana, chris cornell, alice in chains, phil ochs, johnny cash

other then music my hobbys got alot to do with being outside in nature the farther away from ppl the better. i take looong walks cuz theres so much to see . im a country boy and i live in the woods, just down the road theres a cematary i like to hang out at, 2 miles walk from there thru the woods is  a big park with a creek i like to go in and hiking trails there. 2 miles from the cematary in a diffrent direction is a big marsh where i  do birding and take notes on wat i see there

i been working on how to take good pics and vid of birds. identfying and learning about them is alot of fun. my favrite birds are blue jays and i get to see them aaalll the time cuz theres a big family of them that lives here

theres a couple small lakes just a few miles from my house to that i could walk to but havnt yet, a seenic road throuth some mixed new an old growth forest near by, a meadow and ponds and streams in the woods just half way down my road allso, i could go on. . . . x3

and when i go to these places i rly like to take pics so i migth post sum in a blog sumtime. i wouldnt call myself a photographer at all cuz i dont rly know much about photography but its sumthing i have loved to do sinse i was a kid. i been told  i got a uniqe eye for it. i want a nice old film camera and a good not to expensve digital one but for now i only got my phone

entomology an ecology been specal intrests of mine for as long as i can remmeber ,i love bugs ALL KINDS OF BUGS yes even wasps cockroaches ticks spiders centapedes an skeeterz!!!! my fav ecosystms r grasslands , wetlands, forests.  how they interact and change over time.  theres a 3000 year old lake very close to here thats slowly turning into a bog btw. probly the oldest  trees in my state r  about 1000-1400 yrs old, white cedars growing out of limestone bluff on  lake michigan.  to me my state is ecology heaven x3

on nice  days i look for and collect fossals usully just from around my yard. mostly crinoids and corals wich date back ~650mil years  when the land that became the great lakes regian was a big inland sea,thats even before pangea formed dude thats fucking sick. wat stories they  could tell. . .

i allso collect bug things (toys modals and real dead bugs), bones ,feathers, cool rocks and leaves, but only in moderatian cuz  i know my place, wat asks to be left to the earth i leave to the earth👍 (remmember everyone; ur both a unaverse in urself and nuthing more then a fleeting animal. u can move mountans cuz size is subjective so  use ur time here wisely)