woah ! so much time is passing ! 03/24/24

ok wow jesus christ. i'm 19 now, i use it/he/she pronouns, and i just signed a lease on my first ever apartment.

it was like just yesterday i was a junior in highschool making a profile on spacehey. fucking insaaaaaaaaaane.

second semester of my freshman year at college is almost over. today i'm going to be going to my first ever concert!! idkhow is playing!! i think someone is opening for them too, but i forgot what band it was. i know i'm gonna be out late, but i'm a little nervous because like!! what if i get fucking murdered!!! because i'm alone and beautiful and in the city in the middle of the night and i have to take a bus back to campus!!! ahhh!!!

brought my knife just in case. and pepper spray.

some other stuff, i did end up getting roommates for the apartment. i mean i had to, but also theyre individual leases so it doesn't make much of a difference. i got to meet them not too long ago, and they're super cool!! i can't wait to live with them.

my college is having a REALLY bad housing crisis so returning upperclassmen cannot get housing for next year, and all of the freshmen coming in and some of the ones already here got dorm assignments. i didn't even get to pick !! aaaah!!! so now i have to pay 1k in rent every month!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. yeah.