School sucks // TW: SH, SA, bullying

I know a lot of people have said this, but I want to share my story and how school messed up my mental health. In 1st grade, there was this art teacher that we will call Mrs. Perfectionism, and you can see what she was all about by her name. She was a perfectionist who would make fun of us for making little mistakes (this was in art class, by the way). She was also the substitute teacher in the 3rd grade. In 2nd grade, the teachers hated me for being "behind" in class when they never helped me when I asked for it, and they made fun of me when I cried and got bullied, and they normally would say, "Aw, are you going to try to your mommy?" and everyone would look at me and laugh at me. In 3rd grade, I got bullied for my looks (I was very pale in 3rd grade, and people would say that I had the plague because you could see my veins and I had a gut) and say I was a vampire or had diabetes for this (I think it developed into me having some kind of body dysmorphia since I starve myself a lot and hide my body). I had a lot of fake friends that lamented at me for being too “weird." I was also known as the "weird kid," so people would make stuff up about me like I was a vampire. In 5th grade, there was a rumor that I was dating a boy that I was friends with (this was before I came out as trans). And I was forced into a relationship with him. He was a cheating bitch that was creepy; he would make very creepy comments about girls' bodies and would say things like “I wish you were nude” or make sexual gestures toward me and other girls. Me and some other girls told the teachers but they didn’t do anything until our parents said that they would pull us out if this keeps happening (it still did but we were told to keep our mouths shut), I was also forecast into another relationship with another male friend, he was a bitch and a cheater, he would tell me if I broke up with him he would beat me, so I stayed with him until I learned he was cheating on a girl by using me to cheat, I told that girl what he was doing behind her back, she wasn’t happy so she broke up with him, but she got back with him like 3-4 times (I don’t know if there still dating or not, we don’t talk anymore since I’m home schooled) and I decided maybe boys aren’t good, I’ll try girls, I did and there was a girl I liked but I learned that she was a narcissist the hard way, when we broke up she send her friends to harass me and said I “abused” her (we were fucking 11 how the fuck was I abusive, if she wants to see abusive she can meet by bio dad to see what real abuse is). In 6th grade, I was bullied even more, and I was even harassed many times for being aroace and trans. And for being weird (I have undiagnosed autism which I’m trying to get diagnosed for) One day I was on the school bus on the way home, and the boy behind me thought it was funny to touch my chest. The person who sat next to me told me what happened since I was zoned out. I told my parents what happened, and they went to the school and told someone. They tried to talk me into staying at that school. I’m homeschooled now.