"quiet on set".

Warning - I'm talking about very difficult content, SA,  and p3dophilia.

A few days ago a docu-series about everything that happened behind the scenes came out on the Nickelodeon channel, although they tried for years to talk about it, the first time I heard that Dan Schneider is a serial harasser with f00t fethish, it was quite surprising to me because I said to myself, I don't see In those shows , that was around age 10 (almost 6 years ago), but when I look at those shows today, I realize how much all his harassment and weird obsession with (you know what) has always been in those shows.

A few days ago the "quiet on Set" came out and we found out much more horrible things that he and several other people who worked there did, it no longer surprised me but much more annoyed me and many other people who watched it. I watched the whole video, and I felt a sense of nausea, a terrible feeling. Now, who am I to give it any kind of "reaction" after all, I didn't go through it, but I felt it for the actors, who just came to play in comedy series for children and teenagers, and this is not the first time that people have heard such things from large film and series companies, As well as in Hollywood, maybe we enjoy it but in the end behind the screen, behind the scenes everything is the opposite.

After everything I watched I told this to my mother, because always when we flew to my grandparents' house in Russia I watched these series late at night with my mother. she told me "I'm not surprised at all, when I watched these shows with you I didn't just turn down the volume and hide your eyes In the parts in the middle of the episode that didn't look good to me, I didn't want you not to watch at all because you really liked watching it and you liked the actors, but that's why you started growing up too early." And that's what they did to us, they included s3x in every 2-3 episodes, and most of the time we didn't understand it as little kids. I already talked about the fact that I was exposed to the Internet at too early an age, but it was even before I started searching on the Internet by myself, it was always in all these series.

Now I don't really want to go into the things that Dan did because it makes me sick, but again and again I say, as the next generation of parents we probably want to show our kids what we saw, like my parents did, but we have to be careful with it. I really want to talk more about all of this, but I can't write it without feeling sick in my body, so I'll give up.