a normal life (n(yes)o)

Well, my life might be a normal life, I go to the isti, I have a boyfriend and I'm fine(?) 

What's that lie haha. Well my problems are: I can't separate from my parents because they give me panic attacks and I can't breathe, another problem I have is that I don't like my boyfriend and I think I'm dating someone else but that person is a few years older than me but I like him but I don't know if he likes me because I don't feel loved by anyone. and I think that already, well I have a best friend who showed me this website that I think is one of the best websites I've discovered and it's great. I love this website and my friend and my lover :3 

i also like olivia rodrigo and the new songs she has released, for example obsessed (ahem ahem)