gratitude

I have been writing in a physical diary about how i feel every day and how life is for me. i am very grateful for all my friends. my friends play a major part in my life and most of them keep me here today. we are all just a teenage group of some big dumbos and we know that. at times we can be responsible and others not as much. I love my friends and i am so grateful for them.

 family, my family is a big part of me and i love them all. When I need motivation, I always turn to my family for ideas. whenever I need something, they are there. when I need to talk I go to them.

A couple of weeks ago i met this girl through a friend. she’s trans and she was trying to leave her toxic friend group. or more she didn’t want to be near them because they were homophobic and transphobic. I am very happy I met her and I am happy i have pulled her out of a never-ending spiral.

I am grateful for my friend lily, they are one of the sweetest people i have ever met and they are always there for me when I need to talk. they bought me stuff online and that was so nice of them. I don t usually hang out wit them after school but every time we have (2 times) it’s so fun.

the little things people do that make me so happy!! when my friends get me little gifts like a piece of paper that says "hi!" to a plushie. the little hello how are you texts make me so happy! I really like when people respect when I don’t want to talk to anyone. sometimes I want to talk all the time but other times I don’t want to talk at all. i love it when people let me play with their hair or like sit in front of me and let me play with their hair.