I need some positive comments because I'm upset

So my friends that go to the same local high school just dropped me. I'm 17 Currently I am a Junior (I'm about to be become a senior.) I tell you all what happened. So there's this one guy friend and to girlfriends. (By the way I'm 5.6ft and and this kid was fucking taller than me.) I was walking into my school when everyone else was talking about something or whatever the hell. I was in a good mood. (Anyway) After my classes were over. I sat down at the lunch table with my friends. They were talking about me I just thought nothing about it And suddenly they said something to me they said that I was "a bitch psycho path who doesn't know what to do with themselves" made fun of me because of my autism and they found out I got with a guy who sexually assaulted me. I went into class looking like a mess because of my inner trauma from them I still see them every day what should do? Thank you for your looking at this post.❤️