blog-entry#2 vee blogs again

⚠️ WARNING: IM EXTREMELY UNORGANISED SO I MAY (i will) GO OFF TOPIC N RAMBLE A LOT. IM WRITING AS IF IM TALKING TO MY FRIENDZ!!

edit:my last blog was kinda short so this one is a lot longer lmao

on yesterday morning i woke up to the song “love like woe” n i felt more than alive by the ready set at 7:00  smth in the morning (CRAZZZZY). im no longer going to school for a while soooo YIPEE!! once i got out of bed i put on my black skinnys (jeans) n my new victoria secret hoodie that my mom brought me I LUV IT SM OMG, i wore my old  tbp mcr shirt underneath n wore my dc cap, silver studded belt n my converse obvi (i pick out my outfits the night before it makes it really “easy” in the morning/it doesn’t help). THEN i did my makeup (LOTS of EYESHADOW W/ EYELINER/i can’t live w/out it!!!?) and my hair (shi ton of hairspray!!). hours later i was done making myself look awesome i grabed my phone from my vanity n told my mom i was ready cuz we were going somewhere like at 3pm smth. once i was down my mom was shocked how fast i got ready cuz im supa dupa slow AF. the place we going to a therapy thing place can’t remember wut they’re called exactly rn…BUT yk? umm…yeaaaa it took a bit long getting there but it was near the shopping centre n i luv shopping only when i can buy stuff tho- anyways when we got there the session took place where we entered like there were round ass tablez where the person wld come n sit n talk (if u had rlly good hearing u cld hear other ppls convos, i have bsf hearing honesty-). my mom said the lady looked like a teacher frm my school n it made me burst out laughing. oooo n they had music okay it was pop music like sum harry styles n justin biebers like late 10s kinda music. after like 30-40 mins the lady FINALLY came!! she sat n spoke to my mom blah blah n then my mom told her abt my mental break at school OMG I DIDNT TELL U ALL so basically i have braces n i somehow punched my lip n it hit my mouth of course so my gums N lip were bleeding n it had a lump it STINGED OMFG!!!! im okay now that was like a few weeks ago i can’t remember. so my mom thinks im depressed n stuff n my teachers think im mad (i mean i dis js like stop n started screaming n telling them to leave my the fuck alone, i don’t think they heard me- n i did slap my self like a lot times n i did fall backwards n fell). ugh. i hate school smmmm!!!! i have like 1 friend bc i pretty sure my other best friend doesn’t like me anymore n my only friends are these little kids like u wld think they wld be judgemental n everything but they’re all sweet like they draw w/ me, beg for drawings or js be like ik ur brother n ask me question heck even there is a emo kid but idk if he’s like “im emo i listen to lil peep n x” like umm srry but no that’s not emo, emo rap yes ig i wld say there is diff types of emo rap n it’s a modern ver like i like those two a lot been a fan since i was 10 so no im not a “new gen” u_u orrrr he cld be “im emo, i like mcr” then that’s not rlly exactly emo either like yea a lot of emos like mcr (including me i js started listening to them again) but that’s more “emo” then the other i wanna meet him n test him lol. i have 2 friends that r like 13, i have a 13 year old cousin n the one is like her she’s into j-fashion n anime n knows so many of the weird kid indie games she’s supa cool n she’s into gyaru fashion n listens to a lot of j-pop n likes melanie martinez too!! n the other is like my brother he’s autistic n likes stuff my brother likes pokemon, db, sonic, mario (i like them too but not rlly a db fan but i love sonic, mario n pokemon i feel rlly old cuz ik all the old pokemon n only sum of the new cutesy onez) he also likes SPIDERMAN i luv spidey he’s been my fav since forevaaaa ik it’s rlly generic like batman n spiderman r like rlly popular but i luv themmmm oooo n he likes tmnt omg 7 year old me loved tmnt!! but we have a diff lunch time so i don’t see them as much but it was fun the one day we watched “there’s something wrong abt amy” n we spoke abt FNAF!!!! back to umm the main focus now lol, after all the talking we went shopping n i brought the flyleaf album the one called flyleaf cuz it’s acc rlly gud n ive been listening to them on repeat i rlly wanted to get “a fever u can’t sweat out” n “best kind of mess” but i wanted to get sum new clothez it suckssss but i got a cute top from the kids section at one of the stores which it’s crazy i can fit in basically a 13yr olds size tee but it’s whatevaaaa my brother said it’s cuz im supa skinny T—T my arms r slender tho he has point my big ass head cld fit in there tho but im happi cuz sum of the kids clothes r supa cute!!!! anywayz my mom kept saying i looked like a emo girl in my hoodie like duh. but every time she said it i thought of mgk n yea i do not wish to be associated w/ that song. on the topic of alternative music i wanna talk abt fashion ig it falls under this umbrella that i want an eyebrow piercing like soooo bad but i have a very low pain tolerance n somethings the pain is more painful to me to sum other ppl but some things don’t hurt as much as they should so idk all i know is that it’s not rlly a painful piercing tho like my friend pierced his own but he has a RLLY high pain thingy like it didn’t feel like anything although he can reacts to pinches we’re very a like in that way lmaoooo but he offered to do it butttt idk i don’t think i want him doing it like he’s like a older to me n yea trust him but even tho it’ll be free i rather have it done at a place ig???? also i wanna dye my hair red n im gunna cut my hair cuz my bangs r growing so i wanna razor cut my hair lolololol. so if i upload on my socialz n i have red hair n a eyebrow piercing don’t be surprised.☆〜（ゝ。∂）

- vee xoxo