ugh

nothing is interesting anymore I swear its like theres nothing to live for, recently i thought about doing die but I honestly cant be botherd even to do that, really I should be feeling better I qiut sh and havent done it in months but honestly im so bored and tired i just feel like shit I got a 30% in my maths test today but i just dont give a shit it really dosent matter id rather die than do my gcses and a levels then move out go to uni get a job, have no time to enjoy anything then have two kids buy a house in the suburbs to like out my pale beige fantisies retire get put in a nursing home the die a slow painful hospital death