DISABLED

Apparently. I stopped talking to my mom, my dad, most people. I throw up what my body can't handle, seizures, episodes of confusion. I'm having symptoms of POTS, epilepsy. 

I had plans for college, I had a car, I had to sell it since I can't drive, I had friends and now no one wants to hang out w/ me anymore since I can't drive and use a cane and a wheelchair on the worst of days.

I'm getting tested for some scary permanent stuff, like chronic illnesses. Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, POTS, FND. The list is literally endless. I'm not as alone, I'll blog on here and report to myself how shitty things are.

Scars out :p