too tired

chugging a canned espresso while my fiance is in the shower. i have like 4 hrs of sleep on me rn and we have plans today....i told him to not wake me up, that i wasn't going because i was too tired but i couldn't get back to sleep because i was too anxious for whatever reason so i packed my bag and decided to suck it up and go anyway. i'm soooo fucking tired but coffee and a smoke are helping me through it. at least i get to see our friends