i'm bored

there needs to be a new game. like something unique, yet it'll still interest me enough to keep me hooked for a while. as much as i love playing the same roblox games over and over again, i'm starting to get bored. even the newer games on there aren't any fun. and the nostalgic games don't get updated and have barely any sentient players now-a-days.

not only with games, but i feel like everything on the internet is getting old. time is moving too quickly. maybe i'm just saying this because i got my phone taken away and i have nothing better to do,,, but still. every social media platform is the same, mindless nonsense (which, yeah, i find it enjoyable 70% of the time, but at some point i even get bored of the funny stuff). i would create something myself, but i'm too busy thinking of absolutely nothing to give a project even an hour of my time. whenever my parents say my phone is rotting my brain, i silently agree because it's already happened. i feel braindead 90% of the time. i can't think unless the thought is right in front of my eyes or if i genuinely find something interesting - which is also a rare occurrence.

i think i just need to find something to do that isn't technology-related. it's hard though because the internet has EVERYTHING and i mean everything you could possibly think of. every six months there might be a never-seen-before video, but it's still almost never shocking.

i also need new friends but that's hard when no one you want to talk to is willing to talk to you and you're constantly drained from doing nothing all day. i'll work on it.