Today I'm weird

Okay, I think my day or maybe my life is usually... empty? I say friend, I've been at work and everyone goes to parties or has an interesting life outside of work and I'm well, really.I feel sorry for myself, I'm not an interesting person, especially when all I do is work and then go home, I never do anything afterwards or have plans, that's depressing Even for me or even I have friends to go out with... I lost them in high school which is even more sad or disgusting I don't know but yeah idiot Anyway, I think I just had to get this out? Hahahaha very stupid I know but shhhhh