1:34 am thoughts

i really don't know why i keep waking up in the middle of the night or why i think it's a good idea to immediately sit myself in front of a bright white screen

i need to start drawing more i wanna try to practice anatomy but only enough where it still looks shitty but also looks competent enough. i think "shitty but decent enough" is just what i want my brand to be. i also wanna try coding some more. animating. writing. music. mashup stuff. too bad i'm lazy as eff... sad emoji...

i beat all of lazarus' completion marks in tboi yesterday, and it made me realize that this character has such a negative aura to them. like what people say about wet dry world, but lazzy. all i needed to beat was hush and the lamb which i beat in one run, as well as unlocking tainted lazarus, who i  thought would've been worse but i've been having fun with the 3 total not-even-getting-to-depths runs i've had with them.

i've also been watching a lot of dan vs. and it's so weird but also really funny. like this is probably the most i've seen a main character of a show commiting various acts of breaking and entering and i'm only halfway though the show (there's only like 3 seasons and im halfway though season 2.)

alright i'm hopefully going to go back to sleep now byee byee waving hand waving hand waving hand