Should I Be Concerned ?

Look I really don't know what's going on but I am staring to forget my childhood more and more.

And idk what to do about it.

Did something traumatic happen that I'm now starting to forget it? Idk.

Can't even remember on why/what they did to me when I got bullied and outcasted by my old school/classmates from my old school.

And I get really mad or like REAAAALLY sad out of nowhere now too Plus I feel extremely lonley even tho I have some friends around and I feel like I could get betrayed at any moment.

Like for example about my mood switche: say that I'm talking to a friend. Suddenly I  just randomly feel pure rage and hatred and then im immediately  back to normal like nothing ever happened. 

 ( lol )

But I do remember I had a best friend back then, and she just manipulated and quite literally was the one to make me lonley back at my old school.

Can anyone please tell me if you know what's up with me recently in the comments?

Or any suspicions..? I'd be glad to hear them out!

Cheers, Urarum from SpaceHey!