blog #1 3-16-2024

lately i've been hyperfixating super hard on twilight.... I've been listening to an asmr audiobook read of the first book and honestly it's probably the 5th time i've listened to someone's read of the book xD I think i'm gonna rewatch the movies again too. the score has my FAVORITE version of clair de lune. also, when i was in band in middle school, we played bella's lullaby at a concert !! :3 everyone was kinda bummed abt it cuz so many kids were tired of twilight (it was when it first came out in theatres) xD but in retrospect it was very cozy. there's a weird thing about the song bella's lullaby--there's a piano song called river flows in you that was called bella's lullaby too for some reason, i forget why, but that song is very pretty too and it's one of the first songs i ever learned how to play. my gramma learned it with me!!!! good memories. but yea, the movies are quite silly but the aesthetics of it are so nice, and the OUTFITS...so cool !!!! alice and bella had the cutest fits. there's this youtuber called acidmilk who does scene/emo clothing content (check them out!!!!) and i think they either made a video about bella's outfits or just made a comment about her outfits and it made me wanna get back into all of it again x3 tbh i'm kinda excited to listen to the audiobook of the genderswap edward/bella story...im a sucker for stuff like that O.o but yeaaaa that's about it :3