sooo

I'll be going oversea in a few days, im kinda scared ngl. 

my doctors have been watching my weight, and if im not at least 55kg or 53kg i mighy not be able to go, meaning my parents and siblings cant go. because they cant just leave me here, i'll be sent back to the hospital if my weight and health dont become normal. that kinda js sucks idkk...

but, on better news. i uh. idk. kek