Inner Monologue: A Double-Edged Sword

I don't know when did it started exactly, but i can't go for more than 10 minutes without monologuing inside of my head about anything. Inner monologue is probably why i'm so pessimist about everything, it makes me overthink a lot of things to the point i end up realizing how flawed everything is, but on the other hand, it makes me come across as a creative and thoughtful person.

My pessimism is more noticeable, though.