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in those years i used to listen to alot of 90's rnb on my cd walkman bc i didnt have a phone, i would like do alot of stuff like a "90's kid" or wtv bc my parenst were strict
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looking back i feel like i created nostalgia for things i wasn't even alive for,and lots of other things
in spring summer of 2023 i was collecting alot of toys, i got this huge box filled with lps playsets and lps for 5$ at a yard sale, i made alot of memories with those and my bratz:( they got thrown away though, but i used to rollerskate through the neighborhood listening to such great heights by the postal service, and i would wear the cutest REAL 2000's clothes, and my dad woudl take me to the thrift..and.and.and..
I feel like i was way more happier before i started 7th, now it's kinda all going down hill and i became way more insecure and my self esteem went down so much
like there are things i did before that i cant even imagine doing now bc of the 'embarassment' and i would do it PROUDLY!😭like i would literally do my dolls hair during class n like ppl would look at me weird but i didnt even care like if i did ts now i would get bullied so bad bro..
it's just hard seeing so many ppl around me change for the worse (including myself)
now i cuss alot and act rude n getto to the people around me alot and it's like i know the old me would hatee the new me
and like a lot of new things and changes just happenign so fast like i js need it 2 slow down!! anyways im done yapping
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Stingray
Also my 7th grade class was viscerally embarrassed by anything childlike meanwhile my senior year of high school everybody embraced the things we used to love but gave up for the sake of mature lol. A couple of girls had these sparkly backpacks with characters on them and it was chill. Your peers will get less insecure as you move along too, so don’t worry about that either
Oh thank you! every1 tells me that so im hoping once we get in2 hs ppl will js chill out n let every1 liv. like these kids CANNOT stay in there own business
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Stingray
I know things seem like they’re going downhill, but it’ll go back uphill eventually! You change as you grow, and grow as you change and that’s all normal.