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ok genuinely ngl time i am very grateful that i eventually started using the internet bc it saved me lowkey, like, almost every adult ik, has no issue w and has promoted age gaps 4 me, bad age gaps, as a minor, bc its not a big deal in christianity for sum reason n i didnt know abt how bad it was until i found the internet n started finding out what actually is legal n moral. i remember being like 11 and having a crush on this 15-16 y/o and my entire family knew n thought it was ok n thought it was cute. this fucker literally would like cuddle up w me n lay in my lap n call me his gf n make sex jokes that went over my head bc he thought it was a funny joke knowing damn well i was like crushing so hard, and my whole family knew n didnt find a problem w it. this (other) 16-17 y/o would make sex jokes abt me, talk abt how he doesnt believe in consent, ask if i would get w him, go on to say if i "sent him nudes it wouldnt be the first time hes seen a 13 y/o's body", eventually try to show me his dick in which i only didnt see bc i hung up, all while i was 12-13 n my sister still thinks it was just a silly joke to this day. my dad has told me recently that he wouldnt mind if i dated an 18 y/o. like. pls get a grip u guys. wtf. n i wouldnt know any better unless i had the internet to tell me how gross n fucked that is. like im so grateful ik better now.
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ech0gek0
WHAT. your family is actually insane. you were 11??????? 13????? and they were okay with you being sexualised like that? idk how old you are but you need to get out of there and maybe even cut contact
hi! so yea, i agree, my family is pretty insane. theyre all right wing christians who also had bad home lives and terrible relationships so they honestly dont know whats right n wrong either bc of stuff thats happened to them. (not that its an excuse, but theyre obviously the type of ppl who refuse to learn or truly grow, so i do see y they would be this way)
TW: this is gonna talk a bit more abt traumatic stuff so if u arent interested just skip to the chunk of text after this
im trying not to get into too much stuff as to not trauma-dump here, but im actually adopted (by said parents, ive gone no contact w my bio family for a while) n ive had worse things happen since i was a child that seriously affected my life to this day, and since my parents didnt know what to do abt it, they just laughed it off and eventually stopped taking me to the child therapist they were encouraged to take me to bc they got into sum drama. most of the stuff that happened after my adoption i thought was normal, i had (and still do have) lots of issues w my world view that i didnt understand was bad until i started talking to my friends abt it n researching it more which im still trying to fix. my parents dont know how to handle stuff like this, they dont take it seriously, n they most likely never will.
Unfortunately i am 15, i cant rlly do that, but believe me ive thought abt it. ik that when i do move out that i will be cutting contact w my mom bc like i said, right wing transphobic homophobic n doesnt rlly care abt my trauma, but i hope my dad turns out alr.
tysm 4 listening truly and thnk u 4 ur support, have a gud day! u r loved, valid, n important <3
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that sounds like it sucks rlly bad :( hopefully you get out of there one day! <3
by ech0gek0; ; Report
tysm, everyone deserves to be safe and happy <3 have a good day n tysm for listening (and accepting my friend request lol) stay safe and be kind to urself <3
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